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A desk.
Full of papers and drawings.
And one sheet, a large one, stained, inked in red.
Love me.
I know I'm not perfect, but please just accept me.
Save me.
I don't want to be here anymore.
Reach out for my hand, can't you hear my screams?
I'm drowning.
I hate myself.
If you love me then let go of me.
I can't take it anymore, it's everywhere, I still see them. They haunt me.
I'm sick of feeling numb.
They want me to die.
No one knows how much it hurts not to feel.
Erase me.
Afraid to sleep, afraid to dream
I can't SCREAM!
I've nothing left.
...
And so much more, all written down, one by one on that sheet of paper.
The feelings of a young person.
Male or female doesn't matter.
Broken is broken.
And there's no one there to repair them.
And guess what?
The desk is mine
The drawings are mine
And so are the words
Full of papers and drawings.
And one sheet, a large one, stained, inked in red.
Love me.
I know I'm not perfect, but please just accept me.
Save me.
I don't want to be here anymore.
Reach out for my hand, can't you hear my screams?
I'm drowning.
I hate myself.
If you love me then let go of me.
I can't take it anymore, it's everywhere, I still see them. They haunt me.
I'm sick of feeling numb.
They want me to die.
No one knows how much it hurts not to feel.
Erase me.
Afraid to sleep, afraid to dream
I can't SCREAM!
I've nothing left.
...
And so much more, all written down, one by one on that sheet of paper.
The feelings of a young person.
Male or female doesn't matter.
Broken is broken.
And there's no one there to repair them.
And guess what?
The desk is mine
The drawings are mine
And so are the words
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Yes the person who wrote this is me
the desk is indeed mine and so is the paper and the words
It's my kind of therapy,
whenever I feel down, I take a red marker instead of a razor and I carve words in the paper
They help me to calm down
They help me continue staying clean from self-harm
I wrote all my feels on that large sheet of paper, I might post a pic of what it looks like later
Point is, I'm not ashamed of the fact that I self-harmed, not anymore, because now I'm telling you guys out of free will, I wasn't forced by anyone and no one else told you. I did it myself.
I just hope you don't look down on me now or anything cuz of my SH
I'm outta here now, bye guys!
Still luv ya!
(this won't have many faves prob, but still: I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME COMING TO ALL OF YOUR PROFILES TO THANK YOU FOR FAVING SO HERE IT IS: THANK YOU A ZILLION TIMES FOR FAVING THIS! IT MEANS A LOT TO ME!
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the desk is indeed mine and so is the paper and the words
It's my kind of therapy,
whenever I feel down, I take a red marker instead of a razor and I carve words in the paper
They help me to calm down
They help me continue staying clean from self-harm
I wrote all my feels on that large sheet of paper, I might post a pic of what it looks like later
Point is, I'm not ashamed of the fact that I self-harmed, not anymore, because now I'm telling you guys out of free will, I wasn't forced by anyone and no one else told you. I did it myself.
I just hope you don't look down on me now or anything cuz of my SH
I'm outta here now, bye guys!
Still luv ya!
(this won't have many faves prob, but still: I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME COMING TO ALL OF YOUR PROFILES TO THANK YOU FOR FAVING SO HERE IT IS: THANK YOU A ZILLION TIMES FOR FAVING THIS! IT MEANS A LOT TO ME!
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how deep and sad... but it's good that you use this way instead of cutting yourself