FlashbackYou told me not to look backFlashback by mafxkurofreakjex
But lately, you make me
Because the way you act,
makes me feel
like I don't want to
The deskA desk.The desk by mafxkurofreakjex
Full of papers and drawings.
And one sheet, a large one, stained, inked in red.
I know I'm not perfect, but please just accept me.
I don't want to be here anymore.
Reach out for my hand, can't you hear my screams?
I hate myself.
If you love me then let go of me.
I can't take it anymore, it's everywhere, I still see them. They haunt me.
I'm sick of feeling numb.
They want me to die.
No one knows how much it hurts not to feel.
Afraid to sleep, afraid to dream
I can't SCREAM!
I've nothing left.
And so much more, all written down, one by one on that sheet of paper.
The feelings of a young person.
Male or female doesn't matter.
Broken is broken.
And there's no one there to repair them.
And guess what?
The desk is mine
The drawings are mine
And so are the words
I thought it was about time to write some new stuff here...
and guess what, I still don't know what
at this moment, I'm writing for Yullen-week, and 3 fanfics at the same time...
on top of that, my pc crashed so I had to buy a new one, and my scanner doesn't work on that goddamned thing...
so no more drawings...
just kidding I'll find a way to upload them, just be patient
I take requests... (I doubt anyone will ever ask me... )
that was is,
fav and comment all the way around, tell me what I can do better and so on
thanks for taking time to read this